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MOMENTAL CONFASHION

Blubber

Christmas Eve: went to a wedding of someone I did not know. Asians know how to celebrate holidays. #sarcasm

Anyways, after trying on dresses during a random mall run with my mom, I realized that flowy dresses look like nightgowns on me. To my chagrin, I realized that I only look acceptable (ironically) in tighter dresses. Fuck curves, fuck sucking in my stomach rolls.

Watercolor pencils

I was frustated last night, so I decided to draw again. Definitely not my best work because that's one fugly creature. Nonetheless, that's 10 minutes well spent. Felt like I could wrestle a lion with complete calm.

P.S. Thought m'lady looks better in black and white so I messed around on the computer.

MIA

I just lost the will to post all semester. Fucked up some (which means a lot), broke some laws, paying the consequences, going broke, made out with every animal I see, messed up two weddings, getting lost at the airport, having to stay at a hotel overnight because my first plane was late to my connecting flight,said some stupid things, met my soulmates, had some of the best weekends because of them, loved/hated life at the same time. So here's all my best memories.

P.S. And since I know, my roommate creeps on me: I fucking love her.

Sometimes it takes forever.

Grey Graphic Shirt (UNIF), Brown Cutoff Shorts (BDG), Black Converse, Sunglasses (vintage)

Sucking at college. Feeling the bitter stabs of winter (literally. I mean the weather), while listening to the most depressing music. So far, life is good.

Aspirations reborn.

College students don't sleep before 3 am. For various reasons.

Photos that make me laugh in order to ground me.

The Week Before Learning Adulthood.

White Collared Shirt (vintage), Coral Skirt (H&M), Mary-Janes (mom's)

Officially moved into college three-or-so weeks ago. Tipsy nights. 15-or-so people crowded into my dorm. 8 people sleeping in it. Me waking up on the floor of my own dorm while 2 other people are laying in it. Mothered 3 puking, unconcious beings in the span of 3 days. Walked with aimless ambition. Getting somewhere. Falling asleep while people are making out, eating pizza, screaming, reckless craze happens around me.

I will get used to this.

To the End Of Today

1. Steven Alan 2. American Rag 3. Missoni 4. Giles 5. Cacharel 6. Gianvito Rossi 7. Valentino 8. Givenchy 9. 3.1 Phillip Lim 10. Ioselliani

1. Acne 2. Versace 3. Malene Birger 4. Jil Sander 5. Karen Walker 6. Proenza Schouler 7. Chloé 8. Nixon 9. 3.1 Phillip Lim

1. Super 2. Preen 3. Mara Hoffman 4. LisaCharleyBoy 5. Jody Candrian 6. Givenchy 7. Chanel 8. Kara by Kara Ross 9. Cynthia Rowley 10. Matthew Williamson

1. Miu Miu 2. Hannah Zakari 3. Givenchy 4. Charmed and Chain 5. Stella McCartney 6. Lanvin 7. Adam 8. Alexander McQueen 9. Proenza Schouler 10. Marni

1. Aurélie Bidermann 2. Joomi Lim 3. Thakoon 4. Guiseppe Zanotti 5. 3.1 Phillip Lim 6. Tiffany 7. Miu Miu 8. Christopher Kane 9. Opening Ceremony 10 . Gucci

Away We Go

1. Alexander Wang 2. Christian Louboutin 3. Alexander McQueen 4. Roksanda Ilincic 5. Chloé 6. Marc Jacobs 7. House of Fraser 8. Gucci 9. Marni 10. The Row

1. Acne 2. Bottega Veneta 3. Asos 4. Guiseppe Zanotti 5. Alexander McQueen 6. Ralph Lauren 7. Jil Sander 8. Carven 9. Lanvin 10. Marni

1. Kirnazabete 2. Tsumori Chisato 3. Stretsis 4. Style Stalker 5. Calyspo Barth 6. Miu Miu 7. Alaïa 8. Hansel from Basel 9. Marni 10. Valentino

They Promised...

I can never look at a vodka bottle the same way again. In fact, I might not even be able to look at it without vomitting. Never have I hated a day like today. Got home around 7 am. Puked at 4 am. Puked again at 8 am and continued until 1 PM. Last night, alcohol whisked away my strength and left me incapable and defenseless. Though I feel physically better, just thinking about the moments after beer pong churns up all my leftover organs. Never again.

The Land is at Our Feet and We are Afraid to Use it.

various tumblrs

Stuff that just made me smile. :) Have a happy Saturday. Peeps in Cali, enjoy the U.S. Open, and good luck in finding parking.

THe Invention of Wounded Fuckups

Get More: MTV Supervideo, Music, Best Coast

I apologize for the lack of outfit posts. After an eventful day at the beach, sand got caught in my camera and now it stopped working.

The fashion in this video is just pretty close to perfect. A little bit of Romeo and Juliet. A younger, twisted-ending of The West Side Story. And a breakdancingcompetition thrown in.

CRAZY

The Machinery Will Eat You Alive

J. Cole - Michael

Inspired by THE WIRE.

Let me Dream, Simplicity

1. Fallon 2. Christopher Kane 3. Dolce & Gabbana 4. Opening Ceremony 5. Karen Walker 6. Skinny & Rich 7. Givenchy 8. Roksanda Ilincic 9. Tom Scott 10. NARS

Genetically Delinquent

Black Backless Sequin Dress (vintage), Black Shorts (Whale), White Heels (Simply Vera), Ring (H&M)

Taken at my little sister's piano contest. As soon as she got onstage, I balled out crying. Cried even more when they announced that she won first place.

Though I loved this dress, I felt a little self-conscious in an outfit this short at a piano convention. Hmm, maybe I should rethink the where and what next time.